surroundings;

i can't seem to get my heart out of

my throat these days.

there's a constant lump,

filled with joy;

filled with sorrow;

overflowing with anxiety.

there's a longing for something that's

never really existed.

and for whatever reason, my lump

wants me to focus on it for hours at

a time, making me unable to accomplish

anything i set out to do.

maybe all i need is a new surrounding.

new people to surround me.

surround myself with new opportunity.

surroundsurroundsurroundsurround.

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