onehundredandtenpercent.

i'm a sucker for surprises. i like to surprise people, i like to be surprised. the only thing, is that i find myself doing more surprising, than being surprised. I MEAN DON'T GET ME WRONG...i love it. but i can't help but compare this to every other aspect of my life.


examples? ok.


in friendships.
at work.
in relationships.
with my dog.
at school.
the upkeep of my room.
having nice things.


i've always been one to give 110% of myself to things i truly feel are worth it. some say my issue lies in that alone because i tend to think that everyone & everything is worth it. i have a natural, whole-hearted love for people & for some sick reason that seems to get me into trouble more often than not.


this is something i've tried to change for years.
not gonna happen.
all i can do is sit here & wait for it to really be worth it.